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1. |
The Conversation
03:29
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Verse 1]
Where do we begin
When there’s so much unsaid?
Why do stories end?
Can’t we just keep re-reading?
[Pre-Chorus]
I think we need to have the conversation
We’ve been putting off too long
I think we need to have the conversation
I’ve been holding on too strong
[Chorus]
If we’re being honest
Were we fractured from the start?
You gave me what I wanted
While I loved you with half a heart
It’s killing you, and killing me
That this is less than we dreamed it be
Are you hearing this?
Are you hearing me?
Now I’m cutting through the make-believe
[Verse 2]
No time to make amends
You know we can’t pretend I’ve learned my lessons
I’m lost in the same routine
Caught in familiar patterns
[Pre-Chorus]
I think we need to have the conversation
We’ve been putting off too long
I think we need to have the conversation
I’ve been holding on too strong
[Chorus]
If we’re being honest
Were we fractured from the start?
You gave me what I wanted
While I loved you with half a heart
It’s killing you, and killing me
That this is less than we dreamed it be
Are you hearing this?
Are you hearing me?
Now I’m cutting through the make-believe
Now I’m cutting through the make-believe
Oh ‘cause this is
Killing this, and killing me
That this is less than we dreamed it be
Are you hearing this?
Are you hearing me?
Now I’m cutting through the make believe
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2. |
Violent Bets
02:57
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Better off this time
On the surface
Baby’s got a heavy mind
And a phone for burning
Do you really feel these things?
Feel the weight your bearing?
Will the mystery end
Before beginning?
Prise inside my mind
Tell me what you see
Because I’ve been dying to find
What’s inside of me
Are we in a fever dream
I think I’m falling inwards
‘cause where the river ends
You can’t conceal it
Oh you were saccharine
Great Creeks of crystal
But look ahead and see
You won’t hold the distance to
Prise inside my mind
Tell me what you see
Because I’ve been dying to find
What’s inside of me
These violent bets are so revealing
But when the fever ends, love, I’ll still be listening
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3. |
Sane
03:01
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[Verse 1]
Running from this world
Trying not to scream so loud
Can you hear the sirens
Are they calling for you now?
Wish I could Take it all back I would
Forgive myself honey if only I could
But every day I’m rotting
From the inside out
[Chorus]
I can’t let it break me
I can’t let it break me
I can’t let it break me
Have I let it break me?
[Verse 2]
Writing down the words
Just to never sing them out
How could I expect
Understanding from a crowd
Of strangers sitting in their strange clothes
I wish that I was somewhere else alone
But when I’m there it’s torture
My mind is breaking me down
[Chorus 2]
But I can’t let it break me
I can’t let it break me
I can’t let it break me
Have I let it break me?
[Outro]
Get me out of my brain
I need to feel sane again
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4. |
Albion
04:03
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Spitting blood in a hotel bathroom
What a way to spend a weekend
In your company I feel uneasy
With your cold shoulder; fever dreaming
In your company, I feel uneasy
Like I would wake up murdered
Well I wouldn’t wake up really,
But I think you know what I mean
You’re fucked up and I’m lonely
We’re fucked up, I’m fucked up
You held me close as though I cared
You held me close like I was there
But I ain’t even thinking of you
Trembling hands scratch my back
I know you’re trying your best babe
But really you’re just making me laugh
Is it wrong I don’t mind
That I’m wasting your precious time
Is it something I should fight?
This feeling of emptiness inside
I’ve been waiting for something more than you for years now.
I ain’t even thinking of you
I don’t even want to
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5. |
Chasing
03:48
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[Verse 1]
Take my soul and run
Your white lies are adding up
Fake your faith, your trust
Leave when it gets heavy
[Verse 2]
Memories behind my eyes
They visit me every night
But now you’re outta mind, outta sight
Why am I still so empty?
[Pre-Chorus]
(So now my)
Telephone is ringing but I ain’t picking up
You told me to wait for you
But when you dropped me you lost my love
So now you’re trying twice as hard
But it ain’t half enough
'cause when the best you can give ain’t nothin but a front
Then I guess it’s time to run
[Hook]
But don’t come chasing for me
Don’t come chasing for me now
Yeah, don't come chasing for me
Don't come chasing for me now
[Verse 3]
Rinse me for my love
Fuck me for every drop
Bury me in the mud
But it's where you belong
Where you belong
Where belong
[Pre-Chorus]
(I hear my)
Telephone ringing but I ain’t picking up
You told me to wait for you
But when you dropped me you lost my love
And now you’re trying twice as hard
Regretting what you've done
But when the best you can give ain’t nothin but a front
Then I guess it’s time to run
[Hook]
So don’t come chasing for me
Don’t come chasing for me now
Yeah, don't come chasing for me
Don't come chasing for me now
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6. |
Deathdream
04:02
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I had a dream last night that you died
When I woke up I couldn’t seem to shake it from my mind
Sunset in your sky
Sunrise in mine
Will this river ever run dry?
How quick the time goes by
How quick our lives entwined
Im not just a dream
I’m not just bad luck
Have you ever been a passenger
inside your own head?
Watching your life like it’s being
Played by someone else?
How quick my life went by
Barely a child now 25
I’ve heard it speeds up
The more you stay alive
So tell me real slow
That you’ll stay mine
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7. |
Expo
03:05
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“Living is a problem,
because everybody dies”
The leaves always fall
Just give them the right time
When the snow had fell in London
It came in with the wind
I was thinking of a way
to never see that place again
But if you’re lost out by the expo
I’ll meet you where you said you swore
that you loved me, sentimental, lovely,
“needed nothing more”,
than to wake up on my floor
and look into my eyes
you said “what could be a better way to die?”
if you ever needed shelter
I could’ve been your hiding place
but i’m out of goddamn patience
you’re eighteen months too late
For the road will only take you
’til you really need to crawl,
i’ve been surfing on these kneecaps
For a year or maybe more
But I hear you’re happy now, aren’t you?
You’re in love and oh so free
I hope you know that I’m still nervous;
can’t stop the shaking of the leaves
But while you’re sleeping on his chest I hope you’ll
Smile and think of me
And how I still wish I’d got you right
i guess i’ll have to find a better way to die than with you
Than with you
Than by your side
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8. |
Reoccurrence
03:39
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[Intro]
From the back of a car...
[Verse 1]
One day, you'll be woken by the moonlight
It’ll be kissing your pale eyes
And from the back of a car
In the middle of a cold night
You'll feel my arms gripping you tight
[Chorus]
If we were to reoccur
Where would we begin?
Cherry tree in the dirt
And I'm gone with the wind
[Refrain]
I’m gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
[Verse 2]
Ram's horns, a ruminating sunrise
I'm wasting so much of my time
Wondering how you'll spend the little days in your life
Now they're no longer a part of mine
No longer a part of mine
[Chorus 2]
If we were to reoccur
Would it be worth it in the end?
'Cause when you’re rooted in the earth
New life can begin
New life
[Refrain]
I’m gone, I'm gone, I’m gone
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9. |
Wild World
03:24
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[Verse 1: James Walker]
Pull me closer, cut me off
You’re playing Jesus,
but where’s your cross?
You’ll take me for granted
But you won’t chain me to your door
[Hook]
I’ve seen the wild world honey
But you ain’t seen nothing more
[Verse 2: Judy Blank]
I planted flowers
inside your chest
that grew to gardens
and took your breath,
Now bear this burden
You know I’ve been alone before
[Hook]
I’ve seen the wild world honey
But I ain’t keeping score
[Chorus: James Walker & Judy Blank]
You got me lost
In the wildest fields
Got ahold of my heart
Told me how to feel
You longed for a heart-shaped
String of green
But all I could give you was
Thistles & weeds
[Hook]
I’ve seen wild world honey
It’s right in front of me
[Verse 3: James Walker]
So uproot the roses
Untether ties
Unlock my handcuffs
Unfreeze my mind
You’ve been using my kindness
And you refuse look inside
[Hook]
I’ve seen the wild world honey
But you can’t open your eyes
(You got me lost in the wildest fields)
To see the wild world honey
It’s no big surprise
(You got me lost in the wildest fields)
I’ve seen the wild world honey
It’s not by your side
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10. |
The Great Deceiver
04:17
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All this moving around
Sure ain’t good for your health
Driving sunrise to sundown
Does it ever feel like you’re running from yourself?
Now we're eating up the miles
But Lord, who are we trying to fool?
Don't it ever feel like you might not ever
be who you had set out to?
But baby I’m the great deceiver
Big blue eyes in the mirror
Gotta get on and keep hacking through these days
Maybe I will be forgiven
For all the mess I'm making
But my head just keeps on spinning
Through the haze
Of all these nights
With all these wishes you make,
Can they buy you something true?
Because your friendships are fake
There’s no-one who would date
A man who’s never there for you
So chew me up and spit me out
Build me up to tear me down
I guess I'll get what I deserve
But being here, it just won’t fix
All the things I know I've missed
And sure as hell won’t feel like home
Baby I’m in the great deceiver
Big blue eyes in the mirror
Gotta get on, and keep booking in these shows
Maybe I will be forgiven
For all the shit I’m saying
But my head just keeps on spinning
From all the promises I’m breaking
And from the rent I just can’t make and
I swear I’ve made a mistake and
I swear I can’t keep living this way
Hell I swear I just can't live this way
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James Walker UK
"James Walker is one of the rarest types of songwriters. His music is intelligent, introspective, and yet melodious and
infectious." - Overblown Magazine
"Stunningly lovely" - The Huffington Post
New singles Sane and Chasing are out now via Kobalt/AWAL, Maximal Music Sync and Music Table South Korea.
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